This is on my mind today so here goes day 2:
Now let’s me honest here- the one thing I need to work on most is my health. I am being nice to me and not just saying my weight is my biggest issue.
Every time I take one step forward, I take 2 steps back. Life in general happens and I forget. People say I can be determined when I want. I don’t see it…
Exercising is not a way of life for me. Eating healthy is an effort. Control is not my middle name.
I hate admitting all this in a public forum. I feel this makes me a lesser person. I don’t even know the purpose of this blog post but whatever…
When I started blogging – the idea was to preserve memories of the little things that matter. Somewhere down the line, blogging felt like a burden. I felt like I had to write, had to read others and had to comment. When things overwhelm me I step away to get perspective. I stepped away for way too long.
Sometimes I fear that I have lost out of capturing moments that matter. Not blogged about the important milestones the elf has achieved or something funny he has said. But I know that for some weird reason I find it extremely difficult to blog about my little man.
And though I posted a whole of 2 blogs last year, I write a million drafts in my head. I think I miss writing…I think I need to try again. What day better than the first of January.
In the midst of all the wishes for a happy new year – someone wished me saying – happy 2015. Let’s make it count. 2014 has been insipid for me. I feel lost. I am happy but not fulfilled. I hope I find myself again in 2015. I think I will…
So for those of you who still read me – I hope you do the best you can to make 2015 count. We live but once and we owe it to us!