Dear little one

Dear baby,

For the past month, we have been in Bangalore and now it’s time to go back.

You have been fawned over and adored by your ammamma and great grand parents. Ammamma’s special baths, muthashi’s one sided conversations, muthasha’s whistles are all part of your waking hours. You may not know this but while you sleep I often see then sitting by you and watching you sleep. You are one lucky baby! *thoo thoo *

You reciprocate and make their day with your coos and your smiles! You are their joy and delight !

And now I am taking you away! I know you may not realise what is happening but somewhere in that little baby heart there will be a space which misses his ammabmma’s cuddles, his mutuashi’s pettings and his muthasha’s adoring eyes.

And I am sorry baby for taking you away from this cacoon of love. We adults do these mean things like leave loved ones. I hope little one that while you hold a special place for them in your heart, your dad and I are able to create a similar environment where you feel loved, cherished and special as you deserve .

With guilt in my heart,
Lots of love
Mama

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22 thoughts on “Dear little one

  1. Bikramjit Singh Mann

    ” We adults do these mean things like leave loved ones. ” .. yeah we do .. I am sure the little one when she grows up will know all the people who love her.. and am sure you both will surly be able ot make that environement for her tooo :)

    lots of the love to the little one :)

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  2. R's Mom

    Awwww! loved what you wrote….I can understand leaving them and coming is hard…but still :) big hugs and love to the little one and everyone else :)

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  3. telugumom

    Welcome to the club :) I can totally relate to this post. I feel this way everytime I visit India with the kids. Now that you are a mommy, this feeling of guilt will never go away!!

    Good Luck with everything.

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  4. DI

    :D I am sure you guys will be the best parents ever and Popaddam will be super happy! Did you name him yet btw? :o

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  5. Scribby

    oye mamma,senti kar ditta tussi! my hero will surely know why he was taken away-with a hope of tomorrow in heart to meet his ammamma and muthashi-muthasha once again :)

    loads of love to my hero..you call him whatever here or there or wherever…he is going to be my hero :)

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