Dear baby,
For the past month, we have been in Bangalore and now it’s time to go back.
You have been fawned over and adored by your ammamma and great grand parents. Ammamma’s special baths, muthashi’s one sided conversations, muthasha’s whistles are all part of your waking hours. You may not know this but while you sleep I often see then sitting by you and watching you sleep. You are one lucky baby! *thoo thoo *
You reciprocate and make their day with your coos and your smiles! You are their joy and delight !
And now I am taking you away! I know you may not realise what is happening but somewhere in that little baby heart there will be a space which misses his ammabmma’s cuddles, his mutuashi’s pettings and his muthasha’s adoring eyes.
And I am sorry baby for taking you away from this cacoon of love. We adults do these mean things like leave loved ones. I hope little one that while you hold a special place for them in your heart, your dad and I are able to create a similar environment where you feel loved, cherished and special as you deserve .
With guilt in my heart,
Lots of love
Mama
” We adults do these mean things like leave loved ones. ” .. yeah we do .. I am sure the little one when she grows up will know all the people who love her.. and am sure you both will surly be able ot make that environement for her tooo
lots of the love to the little one
thank you bikram – we need the vote of confidence
Awwww! loved what you wrote….I can understand leaving them and coming is hard…but still
big hugs and love to the little one and everyone else 
Thank you R’s mom – thankfully he has taken to the change fairly well
Awwww
Hugss!
aww…Nutty you betrayed me!! You are turning saner and wiser after having a baby
Oh I guess the credit goes to the little one for taming you 
He is indeed precious!
Awww sorry babbe – will try to remain insane despite the influence of the Elf
you were in bangalore and I didn’t know
you are in bangalore – i didnt lknow. i thought you were pardesi types
Noo, I have returned. for good!
next time ok?
Done!!!
hugs to both Mama and baby
Thank You
Welcome to the club
I can totally relate to this post. I feel this way everytime I visit India with the kids. Now that you are a mommy, this feeling of guilt will never go away!!
Good Luck with everything.
Yes the guilt is my constant companion
Awww my Princey .. come come Mumbai is all set to be fun to, with me around
Come soon Sags maasi
Thanks for the vote of confidence Di
oye mamma,senti kar ditta tussi! my hero will surely know why he was taken away-with a hope of tomorrow in heart to meet his ammamma and muthashi-muthasha once again
loads of love to my hero..you call him whatever here or there or wherever…he is going to be my hero
Sniff being a mommy is senti business i tell you